Black is back

In style. For me, this is the bottomline black that is very important to me. The one that shows up in your books. Its very funny when you see it this way:

1) I know that everybody around me are noobs who are trying to be smart.
2) I am way smarter than them; I have great ideas and burst interest in things that at the moment give good sense to make money in my mind.

Thus:

3) I should be owning them hard right?

But apparently not,

a) I still live with my parents.
b) My bank account is not having ANY noticable positive income.
c) I am not part of any boards or company directorship.
d) My ventures still do not give a black bottomline or ANY at all.
d) I do not even have a job yet.

Why is there such an incongruence? Is there something wrong? Am I just a loser actually?

Must I pretend to be successful thus pulling in people into my ventures thus making my ventures work thus making me successful, in a vicious cycle kind of way?

Please post your comments at this angry rant. I'd really like to see how you think.